You know what? Fuck it.

You don’t deserve to get the best of me, and I don’t deserve to feel like this. I’m not going to feel like this. I don’t have time for this.

I really liked you, you know, and if you ever get your shit together maybe I’ll consider you again. But I can’t keep waiting like this and wondering, constantly. Especially if this is as one-sided and I think it is.

If you had wanted a relationship, I would have been all-in. But I was very clear, I don’t make the first move. And you were very clear that you were fine with that. You were also clear that you were gone, outta here once you finish what you have to do here. So, I figured we would see where things went. But then I started to like you and that sucks.


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